i must be on the brink of insanity. violent thoughts. -(that made me unable to sleep for hours) insomnia . panick attacks.
slept at 1am, woke up at 4am to pee. and couldnt sleep from then. all the weird thoughts, i think i have been watching too many detective and murder shows. they are huanting me. When i finally felt my eyes shutting, it was time to wake up and go for training. -.-
training today was awfully tiring. there was no logical thinking on the field, i guess my brain was not fully awaked yet. when playing a game, i ran out of the boundaries, twice. what the heck was i doing?! Anyway, tonnes of discussion on when to have the friendly with the oldies are still going on. Cant wait for friday and next next monday? coach is in denial. lol
the first thing i saw when i came home was my dad using the computer. TYPICAL. i guess if i faint or die in the room, he also wouldnt realise.
it is almost 2 weeks and i have done nothing. other then 1/2 a maths prelim paper. and inorganic plus 1 chapter of econs. damn it! poor ms lim, i hope she gets well soon.
